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<div class="thought-box"> <p style="color: pink">11/22/2024 - 2:24 PM</p> <p>صلوا على النبي</p> </div>
<div class="thought-box"> <p style="color: pink">11/22/2024 - 1:05 AM</p> <p>gonna finish the song tommorow insha2allah okay good night</p> </div>
<div class="thought-box"> <p style="color: pink">11/21/2024 - 7:46 PM</p> <p>feels so good to finally be at the FINAL STAGE of the song</p> </div>
<div class="thought-box"> <p style="color: pink">11/21/2024 - 2:43 PM</p> <p>why does my mind just randomly go "CRINGE PAST FLASHBACK" genuinely just makes me go iwsl2koeudineoebdihj3niwhjwiie3u933ijeie3833837374u95i592in2kebsjd</p> </div>
<div class="thought-box"> <p style="color: pink">11/21/2024 - 2:37 AM</p> <p>couldn't work on anything useless today because i had to go to a lesson starting at 12 am and then ending on 3 pm then another lesson starting at 4pm and having the ending at 10pm (but actually ending on 11pm because to make us suffer) and then i finally reach home at 12pm. long day but i still don't have the urge to sleep after all of that. it's crazy</p> </div>
<div class="thought-box"> <p style="color: pink">11/20/2024 - 1:02 PM</p> <p>i love <span class="ot">you</span></p> </div>
<div class="thought-box"> <p style="color: pink">11/20/2024 - 12:56 PM</p> <p>thought</p> </div>
<div class="thought-box"> <p style="color: pink">11/20/2024 - 12:59 AM</p> <p>okay i'm gonna say good night right now then proceed to write a thought abotu how i can't get myself to sleep sounds good? okay. it might not happen now that i've mentioned it</p> </div>
<div class="thought-box"> <p style="color: pink">11/20/2024 - 12:56 AM</p> <p>i genuinly hope i can be done tommorow. i think all the vocals are made but i just need to organize every single time i said one line to it's specific place then find the best ones then get to animating and putting a lotta stuff all over the thing then finally posting it. then probably instantly begin work on another song i really wanna make then probably take a big break and only answer qnas when and if they come</p> </div>
<div class="thought-box"> <p style="color: pink">11/19/2024 - 6:06 PM</p> <p>this is the 118th thought. why didn't i wait for a nicer number or do this at the 100th thought? because i'm realizing i need to optimize this page so it has pages and shows only 50 thoughts per page because once i reach huge numbers this website will be so laggy. i'll keep this in mind and do it probably after i finish the song insha2allah</p> </div>
<div class="thought-box"> <p style="color: pink">11/19/2024 - 5:10 PM</p> <p>option 1: finish the song option 2: take a very amazing nap. I think im gonna pick option one</p> </div>
<div class="thought-box"> <p style="color: pink">11/19/2024 - 8:08 AM</p> <p>school</p> </div>
<div class="thought-box"> <p style="color: pink">11/19/2024 - 2:10 AM</p> <p>why does my mind always refuse to just SLEEP. whatever it's 2 am and it's already mostly guaranteed for me to go to sleep for a session or two. damn do school sleeps just feel the best. it's truly like skipping time when you don't get awoken mid session (and when you do man is it just truly an inconvenience, specially when the teacher just wont let you even put your head on the desk, i know they do it for their salaries but man i just wanna doze off into my dreams in which everything is mostly better) could have tried to sleep instead of typing this out but whatever</p> </div>
<div class="thought-box"> <p style="color: pink">11/19/2024 - 12:50 AM</p> <p>garage? good night thought page</p> </div>
<div class="thought-box"> <p style="color: pink">11/18/2024 - 10:21 PM</p> <p>i know it might seem like i've stopped thinking of <span class="ot">you</span> but it's actually quite the opposite my daily thoughts of <span class="ot">you</span> have increased so much that i don't even write them here anymore because i'd just look absolutely insane (and just so <span class="ot">you</span> know it's true, <span class="ot">you</span> can see that i've been typing out less thoughts recently). i wouldn't even know what to do if <span class="ot">you</span> replied literally right now but i'm sure i'd probably figure it out. i've never wanted for something to happen so bad genuinely like i've said it multiple times (or atleast thought of it multiple times) give me closure. block me. or don't. and reply. <span class="ot">you</span> don't have to say much. <span class="ot">you</span> just have to mean it.</p> </div>
<div class="thought-box"> <p style="color: pink">11/18/2024 - 6:53 PM</p> <p>there's something REALLY wrong with arabic grammar when even the newest openai models still get some questions blatantly wrong. i've tried it multiple times and once got a 4/10 (what's crazy is that it's with the new crazy openai thinking model idk if you know what i'm talking about but it's just a "really smart ai" in simple terms)</p> </div>
<div class="thought-box"> <p style="color: pink">11/18/2024 - 5:13 PM</p> <p>this sentence is false</p> </div>
<div class="thought-box"> <p style="color: pink">11/18/2024 - 7:53 AM</p> <p>I heavily need immediate sleep</p> </div>
<div class="thought-box"> <p style="color: pink">11/18/2024 - 1:32 AM</p> <p>been working so long on this that i now have an idea of a better song but i also wanna finish what i started because then id find a better song than the better song</p> </div>
<div class="thought-box"> <p style="color: pink">11/18/2024 - 1:07 AM</p> <p>im starting to get this realisation that the song will never be perfect and I should just finish it up whenever I can</p> </div>
<div class="thought-box"> <p style="color: pink">11/18/2024 - 12:34 AM</p> <p>there's a mosquito on my screen, a mosquito on my wall and a mosquito on my shirt and they won't leave me alone</p> </div>
<div class="thought-box"> <p style="color: pink">11/18/2024 - 12:18 AM</p> <p>haven't wrote a thought in a while. this is my thought</p> </div>
<div class="thought-box"> <p style="color: pink">11/17/2024 - 1:35 PM</p> <p>time is so running out</p> </div>
<div class="thought-box"> <p style="color: pink">11/17/2024 - 3:44 AM</p> <p>hell yeah just stay awake for so long until you know it's gonna be a shitty school day tommorow because you won't see anything infront of you</p> </div>
<div class="thought-box"> <p style="color: pink">11/17/2024 - 2:07 AM</p> <p>i think definitely it's the time to sleep but i don't want to even though i have school tommrow (and i also really don't want to go)</p> </div>
<div class="thought-box"> <p style="color: pink">11/16/2024 - 11:06 PM</p> <p>just realised something crazy</p> </div>
<div class="thought-box"> <p style="color: pink">11/16/2024 - 9:36 PM</p> <p>I really wanna add a view counter to this page that resets daily (and also doesnt count me as a view) but i feel like it's a bad idea in some way that I can't quite pinpoint so I won't do this</p> </div>
<div class="thought-box"> <p style="color: pink">11/16/2024 - 9:27 PM</p> <p>still haven't made it home</p> </div>
<div class="thought-box"> <p style="color: pink">11/16/2024 - 8:44 PM</p> <p>I think the only way to type words either: have all the letters uppercase letter or have all the letters lowercase. nothing in between. sadly autocorrect can make The Beginning Of Some Words Uppercase or just capitalizes the first word and or capitalizes the letter I because of i honestly have no idea, and I'd turn it off but too lazy</p> </div>
<div class="thought-box"> <p style="color: pink">11/16/2024 - 8:38 PM</p> <p>I wanna go home</p> </div>
<div class="thought-box"> <p style="color: pink">11/16/2024 - 7:25 PM</p> <p>it feels like i just barely exist</p> </div>
<div class="thought-box"> <p style="color: pink">11/16/2024 - 6:32 PM</p> <p>everything is utterly useless, it's true</p> </div>
<div class="thought-box"> <p style="color: pink">11/16/2024 - 6:04 PM</p> <p>i hate going anywhere that isn't home, home is the place i wanna stay in, all the time and theres no exception to the time or place. only exception i'd say is the person there in which it may completely change the idea of going. and now that i think about it sometimes i wanna go outside not anywhere in particular but just walk in a direction that i've never walked before ever.</p> </div>
<div class="thought-box"> <p style="color: pink">11/16/2024 - 5:43 PM</p> <p>man fuck. i'm going</p> </div>
<div class="thought-box"> <p style="color: pink">11/16/2024 - 5:37 PM</p> <p>don't wanna go anywhere</p> </div>
<div class="thought-box"> <p style="color: pink">11/16/2024 - 5:24 PM</p> <p>y'know i really wanna make a reality section to this site where it's weekly voice notes of how my life is going but i feel like it would be embarrassing (because it is) and would be used against me in some way </p> </div>
<div class="thought-box"> <p style="color: pink">11/16/2024 - 5:16 PM</p> <p>isn't it crazy how anything even exists?</p> </div>
<div class="thought-box"> <p style="color: pink">11/16/2024 - 2:12 PM</p> <p>i wanna know literally everything but then i'd extremely bored because i know everything but would i really be bored? because if i knew everything then i'd also know nothing as it would cancel out. does that make sense?</p> </div>
<div class="thought-box"> <p style="color: pink">11/16/2024 - 2:53 AM</p> <p>don't think i'll do the same thing for the qna history as it doesn't matter as much honestly</p> </div>
<div class="thought-box"> <p style="color: pink">11/16/2024 - 2:37 AM</p> <p>website just got a huge upgrade, now instead of getting a meaningless timestamp that just doesn't click right away you get how long ago a thought was</p> </div>
<div class="thought-box"> <p style="color: pink">11/16/2024 - 1:59 AM</p> <p>just these two songs, it's what i really want to make as of right right now</p> </div>
<div class="thought-box"> <p style="color: pink">11/16/2024 - 1:52 AM</p> <p>the time for me to do what i want to is getting less and less and i know i can make time but it would a time sacrifice that could end up being completely not worth it and affect my score but i think i'll take the risk just for <span class="ot">you</span></p> </div>
<div class="thought-box"> <p style="color: pink">11/15/2024 - 11:11 PM</p> <p>so you should notice a little delay before the thoughts appear (but now all thoughts will update instantly when i send them)</p> </div>
<div class="thought-box"> <p style="color: pink">11/15/2024 - 11:10 PM</p> <p>ok i made said changes</p> </div>
<div class="thought-box"> <p style="color: pink">11/15/2024 - 8:16 PM</p> <p>the process of updating the thoughts page is starting to take so much longer each time, I'm gonna have to make some changes</p> </div>
<div class="thought-box"> <p style="color: pink">11/15/2024 - 7:34 PM</p> <p>i just opened my phone and saw my thought app have "i apologise for the insane" as the thought waiting to be submitted</p> </div>
<div class="thought-box"> <p style="color: pink">11/15/2024 - 7:13 PM</p> <p>fucking pencil stop falling</p> </div>
<div class="thought-box"> <p style="color: pink">11/15/2024 - 7:11 PM</p> <p>so interesting that no matter where the pen/pencil is in your hand you can always get it to the usual writing position</p> </div>
<div class="thought-box"> <p style="color: pink">11/15/2024 - 6:53 PM</p> <p>look into the sky to make things right</p> </div>
<div class="thought-box"> <p style="color: pink">11/15/2024 - 6:40 PM</p> <p>best thing about this is that whenever I find myself in a situation in which I'm quiet in a loud place and not doing anything i can just do exactly this</p> </div>
<div class="thought-box"> <p style="color: pink">11/15/2024 - 6:37 PM</p> <p>here's a weird thing: i follow almost everyone who follows me but they mostly go completely back on their follow when i do that, why does this happen? is there some following guideline that i don't know that is just set in place? don't understand people mostly so don't know why im wondering about this specific thing right now</p> </div>
<div class="thought-box"> <p style="color: pink">11/15/2024 - 6:30 PM</p> <p>time is running out</p> </div>
<div class="thought-box"> <p style="color: pink">11/15/2024 - 6:20 PM</p> <p>why don't pencils have a cover so they don't roll around everywhere and fall every time. i still drop pens all thr time even with the cover but it's the thought that counts</p> </div>
<div class="thought-box"> <p style="color: pink">11/15/2024 - 6:10 PM</p> <p>fuck man i can't focus on any lesson because of this song stuck in my head the song being <span class="ot">you</span></p> </div>
<div class="thought-box"> <p style="color: pink">11/15/2024 - 5:59 PM</p> <p>what if I make this more of a voice message thing?</p> </div>
<div class="thought-box"> <p style="color: pink">11/15/2024 - 3:50 PM</p> <p>hello</p> </div>
<div class="thought-box"> <p style="color: pink">11/15/2024 - 12:58 PM</p> <p>good morning</p> </div>
<div class="thought-box"> <p style="color: pink">11/14/2024 - 11:57 PM</p> <p>let's go to the store. idk that was on my mind</p> </div>
<div class="thought-box"> <p style="color: pink">11/14/2024 - 10:51 PM</p> <p>you know sometimes i type out things then hesitate to send them and delete them but sometimes my program glitches and sends it anyway and i think it's kinda cool and i also think it should automatically send everything so i don't ever do that hesitate thing but i also don't really wanna do that because i'd type out something way too personal and or something i don't want people to know yeah ok i'm gonna stop typing things</p> </div>
<div class="thought-box"> <p style="color: pink">11/14/2024 - 10:47 PM</p> <p>and we've got to know what's goin on why does removin the g in the end of words make them sound completely different like walkin talkin sayin idk it's very very useless</p> </div>
<div class="thought-box"> <p style="color: pink">11/14/2024 - 9:34 PM</p> <p>hi thanks for checking in, i'm working on school projects</p> </div>
<div class="thought-box"> <p style="color: pink">11/14/2024 - 6:52 PM</p> <p>this is kinda weird because anyone who goes through my thoughts would go through the more recent one first then the one after it can make you think it's the thought after it but it's not. maybe I should make it say how long ago the thought was</p> </div>
<div class="thought-box"> <p style="color: pink">11/14/2024 - 4:47 PM</p> <p>I love <span class="ot">you</span></p> </div>
<div class="thought-box"> <p style="color: pink">11/14/2024 - 4:38 PM</p> <p>nevermimf that makes no sense </p> </div>
<div class="thought-box"> <p style="color: pink">11/14/2024 - 4:37 PM</p> <p>if you ever find yourself in a just wait patiently, and think carefully, and you just might k</p> </div>
<div class="thought-box"> <p style="color: pink">11/13/2024 - 11:25 PM</p> <p>good night to <span class="ot">you</span> and everyone else in this world</p> </div>
<div class="thought-box"> <p style="color: pink">11/13/2024 - 7:19 PM</p> <p>haven't thought of anything to write today so i'll just write exactly this</p> </div>
<div class="thought-box"> <p style="color: pink">11/13/2024 - 5:08 PM</p> <p>wanna finish this song today but also don't want it to have errors so I'll take my time even if I don't release it today</p> </div>
<div class="thought-box"> <p style="color: pink">11/13/2024 - 8:12 AM</p> <p>noooooooo im going to school today</p> </div>
<div class="thought-box"> <p style="color: pink">11/13/2024 - 2:37 AM</p> <p>gooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo tooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo sleeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeep</p> </div>
<div class="thought-box"> <p style="color: pink">11/13/2024 - 2:02 AM</p> <p>i love being able to let my thoguhts just run through not worrying about any splleing mistakes beahcusje it jutt doesn't matetr if tehre are any unlike in ivisdoes</p> </div>
<div class="thought-box"> <p style="color: pink">11/13/2024 - 1:58 AM</p> <p>me being sick makes have to try so much harder for the vocals damn does it take like 7 takes for each single line but it's okay it also makes me not let go of vocal mistakes so easy because they're so noticable</p> </div>
<div class="thought-box"> <p style="color: pink">11/13/2024 - 1:53 AM</p> <p>i was thinking the thought below in frustration but i think at some point it might genuinely be true but necessary and i hope it doesn't come to that point</p> </div>
<div class="thought-box"> <p style="color: pink">11/13/2024 - 12:15 AM</p> <p>genuinely if nothing happens after this song i think i might just block <span class="ot">you</span> myself because i would truly be wasting my time at that point, no seriously i truly think i'll </p> </div>
<div class="thought-box"> <p style="color: pink">11/13/2024 - 12:06 AM</p> <p>i'm gonna try to take my sweet sweet time making this next one. i really want there to be ZERO imperfections in the vocals/sound. it would terribly be so terrible for me to make another terrible rushed thing. i want every part to sound just right and perfect</p> </div>
<div class="thought-box"> <p style="color: pink">11/12/2024 - 11:46 PM</p> <p>can <span class="ot">you</span> hesitate one more time i don't think i'd wait for you to just reply this time</p> </div>
<div class="thought-box"> <p style="color: pink">11/12/2024 - 11:28 PM</p> <p>why teh fcuk do i do everything the way i do it i should ahve given up by now and given up on <span class="ot">you</span> because <span class="ot">you</span> simply don't care but here's the thing <span class="ot">you</span> might still care because <span class="ot">you</span> haven't blocked me and that's the exact reason why i said "a block would work aswell" because it puts a brick wall infront of me that i can't go through (or i can but i'd simply refuse to at that point) but right now i have a brick wall that i can definitely communicate with at almost any time and i can definitely just walk through the wall from time to time, but the bricks can sometimes hesitate and stutter to collapse and just be no wall at all but then they decide not to. it all doesn't make sense to me and i'm starting to wonder if it even makes sense to <span class="ot">you</span></p> </div>
<div class="thought-box"> <p style="color: pink">11/12/2024 - 11:18 PM</p> <p>i believe that having something like this is 10 times better than a journal and can be added to any for easier access device, but with a journal you'd need to first find it, find a pen, grab the pen, grab the journal, open the journal and then by the time you did all that the thought is out of your head and you don't know what to write so you'll end up retracing your steps and to try to remember and you might remember but man would that be such a hassle to have to go through that every time</p> </div>
<div class="thought-box"> <p style="color: pink">11/12/2024 - 11:03 PM</p> <p>do re mi fa do no no no no no no si? of course</p> </div>
<div class="thought-box"> <p style="color: pink">11/12/2024 - 10:22 PM</p> <p>aw im such an idiot and an idiot and everything sucks</p> </div>
<div class="thought-box"> <p style="color: pink">11/12/2024 - 9:40 PM</p> <p>actually i'm sure that the dream can be the best thing that ever happened to <span class="ot">you</span> and me in a certain context</p> </div>
<div class="thought-box"> <p style="color: pink">11/12/2024 - 9:08 PM</p> <p>hm</p> </div>
<div class="thought-box"> <p style="color: pink">11/12/2024 - 8:29 PM</p> <p>don't have the motivation to get things done</p> </div>
<div class="thought-box"> <p style="color: pink">11/12/2024 - 7:45 PM</p> <p>never can work on things unless i open the project file like sometimes i wanna work on something but i can spend the entire day not doing it unless i simply have it infront of me does that make sense?</p> </div>
<div class="thought-box"> <p style="color: pink">11/12/2024 - 6:19 PM</p> <p>why do i keep coming back to this when there's nothing interesting on my mind but then as i type out nothing interesting something interesting comes to mind and im suddenly wondering if anyone stalks this page from time to time but then i realize that it doesn't really matter if anyone does infact do that. do <span class="ot">you</span> stalk this page? if so then have a good day</p> </div>
<div class="thought-box"> <p style="color: pink">11/12/2024 - 6:14 PM</p> <p>did i say is? i meant it</p> </div>
<div class="thought-box"> <p style="color: pink">11/12/2024 - 6:13 PM</p> <p>let's get married this nanosecond me and <span class="ot">you</span>. no wait that nanosecond is just ended as i was talking about it</p> </div>
<div class="thought-box"> <p style="color: pink">11/12/2024 - 6:05 PM</p> <p>i think i wanna change this website system completely, you have to refresh to get new thoughts and it doesn't update automatically</p> </div>
<div class="thought-box"> <p style="color: pink">11/12/2024 - 5:56 PM</p> <p>why do people find football so interesting that they have to keep up with every little detail and every players name and every resulting number from each match like it's not that big of a deal completely useless with no future significance just like everything else in this universe just go completely off topic start at football and end at universe why does my brain do this? i find <span class="ot">you</span> of significance (not physically but generally in my mind) this thought went all over the place now and i think i should get back to doing literally nothing useful and continue doomscrolling</p> </div>
<div class="thought-box"> <p style="color: pink">11/12/2024 - 5:44 PM</p> <p>that actually reminds me i don't even know my zodiac sign and i don't care, and i wonder what it means to have a zodiac sign and who made this totally stupid made up personality assignment shit that has no purpose or true meaning and why people sometimes take it so seriously and to heart</p> </div>
<div class="thought-box"> <p style="color: pink">11/12/2024 - 5:26 PM</p> <p>wondering how many thoughts it would take for me to have to make a page 2</p> </div>
<div class="thought-box"> <p style="color: pink">11/12/2024 - 5:02 PM</p> <p>i wonder if i do keep this thoughts page up for a really long time would it keep me alive after i die? hope im thinking very far ahead of time because you never know</p> </div>
<div class="thought-box"> <p style="color: pink">11/12/2024 - 4:29 PM</p> <p>why do i always have the urge to just write "grapes"</p> </div>
<div class="thought-box"> <p style="color: pink">11/12/2024 - 4:21 PM</p> <p>now that i think about it would there even be a good reply to the message and should i be the one to send a message during these hesitations when and if i notice them? im not sure and i also wouldn't know what to say</p> </div>
<div class="thought-box"> <p style="color: pink">11/12/2024 - 3:57 PM</p> <p>why do <span class="ot">you</span> keep hesitating?</p> </div>
<div class="thought-box"> <p style="color: pink">11/12/2024 - 3:12 PM</p> <p>slept at some time between 7 and 8 am i really need more sleep but it's whatever i do this all time and im sure that i can easily make it to the night and not feel like i need sleep, it happens all the time</p> </div>
<div class="thought-box"> <p style="color: pink">11/12/2024 - 6:10 AM</p> <p>fuck.</p> </div>
<div class="thought-box"> <p style="color: pink">11/12/2024 - 5:49 AM</p> <p>does this thing ever happen to people where there's nothing on their mind but at the same time they just can't shut down and sleep? it happens almost all the time with me</p> </div>
<div class="thought-box"> <p style="color: pink">11/12/2024 - 3:05 AM</p> <p>love the fact that writing about <span class="ot">you</span> is so easy and free because no one knows who i'm talking about. i love <span class="ot">you</span>. ok i'm gonna go sleep</p> </div>
<div class="thought-box"> <p style="color: pink">11/12/2024 - 3:03 AM</p> <p>should have went to sleep but decided to change a few things so i added qna history to the site and also some comments in some questions really want to add more but don't know what else there is to add</p> </div>
<div class="thought-box"> <p style="color: pink">11/12/2024 - 1:27 AM</p> <p>time definitely only goes 1 2 3 4 5 6 7 8 9 10 11 12 13 14 15 16 17 18 19 20 21 22 23 24 25 26 27 28 29 30 31 32 33 34 35 36 37 38 39 40 41 42 43 44 45 46 47 48 49 50 51 52 53 54 55 56 57 58 59 60 61 62 63 64 65 66 67 68 69 70 71 72 73 74 75 76 77 78 79 80 81 82 83 84 85 86 87 88 89 90 91 92 93 94 95 96 96 97 and so on why didn't i stop at 100? because it feels perfectly imperfectly perfect to stop at 97</p> </div>
<div class="thought-box"> <p style="color: pink">11/11/2024 - 11:30 PM</p> <p>do <span class="ot">you</span> ever think about going back in time?</p> </div>
<div class="thought-box"> <p style="color: pink">11/11/2024 - 9:00 PM</p> <p>i should take a break from that song and find a good short thing to make. "it go one two three four five, six SEVEN! eight nine. im 'alive and i'm 'alright 'it's just fine and 'im going to make things rig'hht" that could be a good one to make right now actually</p> </div>
<div class="thought-box"> <p style="color: pink">11/11/2024 - 8:19 PM</p> <p>ok i feel better</p> </div>
<div class="thought-box"> <p style="color: pink">11/11/2024 - 7:41 PM</p> <p>my head is going everywhere at the same time and this has only happened a few times in my life and i don't know how to write everything at the same time it would be too stupid to do that anyway? or would it? get rid of the useless thoughts then get to the useful ones after: ten billion bugs and seven thousand trees and eight trillion grapes and worlds made of green beans and mice made of electronics and keyboards made of mice and keys made of carpet. why does that make complete full sense at this time? i know i won't get it later on, and i wanna explain it but i don't want the understanding to get so far ahead of time that it gets to a point where time doesn't exist and i want time to decide to take a few steps back? in? time? so it goes through itself but wait no no no no it actually has a no wait what does it have no that doesn't make any sense what am i saying? how can time go back in time!? time can only go back correct? but it technically can't time is 100% 3d i get this i understand this. no i don't i'm lying to myself? ok now that these thoughts are a little weaker: i remember the moment of the time i sent THE MESSAGE why did you send this!?!? you fucking idiot don't do anything like this again leave <span class="ot">you</span> the fuck alone you can't get a hint and you also won't leave <span class="ot">you</span> alone because you are a complete idiot that has let go of everything but can't let go of this one thing and you also know you won't let go after you type all this out there is no way for this to leave your mind at this very time. can <span class="ot">you</span> reply or block me please please pelase please pelase please i won't annoy <span class="ot">you</span> after i'm blocked and that is a promise i want a reply more than anything but i also don't mind closure. now after all of that it's time scream in lowercase aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa and in uppercase but not for too long AAAAA ok. <span class="ot">you</span>'re made to do the things you do and i know <span class="ot">you</span> are ready to do it, i know that it's crazy but <span class="ot">you</span> just have to think it through. hundered percent sure nobody would spend this much effort for one person because nobody is that stupid and stupidly stupid. stupidness, idioticrocycrocsylololosflaowasfpwoqsfkwajsdhwasg. aoaoaoaoaoaaaoaoaoaoaaaoaaoaooaaoaooaoao? hell yeah fuck no. wow i must be totally insane. new discovery: i'm a grape</p> </div>
<div class="thought-box"> <p style="color: pink">11/11/2024 - 6:50 PM</p> <p>maybe i should make a summary of thoughts each day using ai but i feel like i'll forget to do it manually so it would need to be automated but i'm too lazy to do that</p> </div>
<div class="thought-box"> <p style="color: pink">11/11/2024 - 5:26 PM</p> <p>fucking hate that song i made that only <span class="ot">you</span> saw</p> </div>
<div class="thought-box"> <p style="color: pink">11/11/2024 - 5:24 PM</p> <p>well i mean technically the brain is split into two but is connected and each one can live independently (with it's organs) but then i'll think again and say that we are very extremely different from plants but we could still be the same. i could ask google but that just answers the question i like to stay curious</p> </div>
<div class="thought-box"> <p style="color: pink">11/11/2024 - 5:22 PM</p> <p>does every leaf have it's own life or does a plant exist as one life and leafs are just like the parts that make it up kinda like our organs? something to think about</p> </div>
<div class="thought-box"> <p style="color: pink">11/11/2024 - 5:05 PM</p> <p><a href="https://github.com/AdamMady/qnasite" style="color: white;">wanted to put the source code out there</a></p> </div>
<div class="thought-box"> <p style="color: pink">11/11/2024 - 4:59 PM</p> <p>it's so much easier to say what you want to when you have no idea who's gonna see it and all of a sudden you get too comfortable and start writing the craziest things that no one should know does that happen to people?</p> </div>
<div class="thought-box"> <p style="color: pink">11/11/2024 - 4:54 PM</p> <p>i'm going craazyzyyy!!!!</p> </div>
<div class="thought-box"> <p style="color: pink">11/11/2024 - 4:26 PM</p> <p>my voice sounds okay even with my cold so i think i'm gonna go on and try to do another one</p> </div>
<div class="thought-box"> <p style="color: pink">11/11/2024 - 4:19 PM</p> <p>i hate going outside but it's sadly very necessary sometimes</p> </div>
<div class="thought-box"> <p style="color: pink">11/11/2024 - 3:07 PM</p> <p><span class="ot">you</span> don't even care anymore why the fuck do i still care?!? and why didn't <span class="ot">you</span> just block me already? why did <span class="ot">you</span> hesitate to reply then proceed not to? i say all this then go on to write another song</p> </div>
<div class="thought-box"> <p style="color: pink">11/11/2024 - 2:26 PM</p> <p>why does it feel like i absolutely must write another song about <span class="ot">you</span></p> </div>
<div class="thought-box"> <p style="color: pink">11/11/2024 - 1:55 PM</p> <p>not going to school and sleeping is the best thing ever i haven't had such good sleep in a while damn</p> </div>
<div class="thought-box"> <p style="color: pink">11/11/2024 - 7:53 AM</p> <p>i think im highly unworthy of the written road before me but i know it's gonna be alright insha2allah</p> </div>
<div class="thought-box"> <p style="color: pink">11/11/2024 - 12:23 AM</p> <p>it works great</p> </div>
<div class="thought-box"> <p style="color: pink">11/11/2024 - 12:22 AM</p> <p>this is a test to see if a new program i created that allows me to directly put thoughts into the site without having to edit the code</p> </div>
<div class="thought-box"> <p style="color: pink">11/10/2024 - 10:11 PM</p> <p>new discovery: i haven't got the slightest idea what are the lessons are on and i wouldn't study them even if i did. just love always procrastinating then regretting it later, this all defenitly doesn't change my future in anyway and these are not the two most important years of my life where i am activily looking for a university and i won't regret it later and now i'm having second thoughts stop writing this thought and go study you dumb stupid fuck</p> </div>
<div class="thought-box"> <p style="color: pink">11/10/2024 - 9:48 PM</p> <p>new discovery: math quiz tommorow</p> </div>
<div class="thought-box"> <p style="color: pink">11/10/2024 - 9:37 PM</p> <p>lets go i have a cold i feel shit and my day is ruined + why the fucj are there so many mosquitos</p> </div>
<div class="thought-box"> <p style="color: pink">11/10/2024 - 7:48 PM</p> <p>i wanna tell <span class="ot">you</span> today, i wanna tell <span class="ot">you</span> the way i wait, i wanna bring <span class="ot">you</span> to space, i wanna take <span class="ot">you</span> away.</p> </div>
<div class="thought-box"> <p style="color: pink">11/10/2024 - 6:27 PM</p> <p>my head hurts after scrolling for so long i need to stop this</p> </div>
<div class="thought-box"> <p style="color: pink">11/10/2024 - 5:00 PM</p> <p>perfect time to waste time</p> </div>